For my Mother...

Life’s first care,
The womb was yours;
My first worldly smile,
The hug was yours;
As tear turned to pearl,
With touch warmly yours;
I made the first step,
Holding hands were yours;
For all good night sleep,
The lap was yours;
The very first fall,
Catching support was yours;
When I got hurt,
The caress was yours;
Making those mistakes,
Rectifying advise was yours;
In those lonely hours,
The company was yours;
When all went away,
The shelter was yours;
Walking down the lane,
The shadow was yours;
In those dark confusion,
Enlightening was yours;
On the failing acts,
The courage was yours;
With winning facts,
Success was yours;

For me standing here,
The pain was yours;
For all love I have,
The blessings are yours;
For what I am ,
All credit is yours;
For all left unsaid,
Dear Mother, I am yours;

-Tushar-

Baarish : ke saath ke ehsaas…

baarish ke mausam yoon mahekte hai
har boondh main thare waqt sawarte hain

woh ek boondh bachpan ke jamoon ki
doosri oos geele dagamgaati naav ki
bheege pattoo ki rimjhim se chaav ki
bhaagte jhuund main khusi ke shoor ki

baarish ke mausam yoon mahekte hai
har boondh main thare waqt sawarte hain

sadak ki nami se saletee(grey) raang par
badate pagoo ke saath pagdandi ke mod par
beekharee zulf se hawa ke aanchal par
dil ke saath udte aasmaan par

baarish ke mausam yoon mahekte hai
har boondh main thare waqt sawarte hain

aagan main raakhi lakdi ke kursi se
payale main chai ke ubhartee khusboo se
garam garam pyaz-besan ke pakodi se
kuch sawad kuch armaan hai machalte se

baarish ke mausam yoon mahekte hai
har boondh main thare waqt sawarte hain

chatari main bhi bheegte saikal pe misra ji
tyartee gaadi ke boochaar se bachna ji
chootu ka paani main masti se chapkana ji
chat pe jhaarne main rom-rom bhigona ji

baarish ke mausam yoon mahekte hai
har boondh main thare waqt sawarte hain
-Tushar

Life…moments…feelings

Its all like a dew drop,
so pertinent not perpetual;
the pain of past,
the happiness growing so fast;

Its all like petal cluster,
nothing alone, together so live;
the tears of smile,
the moments woven for a while;

Its all like vermilion sunset,
on edge of glory yet the beginning;
the valedictory friends,
the welcoming hands;

Its all like desert sand,
so vast but so lone;
the indignation of betrayal,
the love for the gone;

Its all like rainy clouds,
so affable so thundering ;
the life of dreams,
the joy of screams;

Its all like little words,
so silent so unheard;
the dialogue of eyes,
the language of breaths;
-Tushar

zihaal-e-miskeen mukon ba-ranjish, bahaal-e-hijra bechara dil hai

zihaal-e-miskeen mukon ba-ranjish, bahaal-e-hijra bechara dil hai

zihaal = notice
miskeen = poor
mukon = do not
ba-ranjish = with ill will, with enimity
bahaal = fresh, recent
hijra = separation

In English:
Do not notice the poor heart with enemity...
It is still fresh with wounds of separation
In HinDi
Ye dil judaai ke gamo se abhi bhi taaza hai.
Iski bechaargi ko ba-ranjish (without enimity) dekho.
-Tushar

Happy Wedding Anniversary ...

A day to rejoice
Decisions of past
When you came together
For being each other's part

A day to celebrate
With the present
While you still hold hands
Sharing the love and affection

A day to believe
In roads to Future
To create precious memories
For marriage that is "forever"
-Tushar

Smile...may be not

When I smile to unknown,
bearing all what it take
with pleasure genuinely fake
don't know the smile across is real
OR like mine it is there
only just for the sake ...
-Tushar

Rain...

When clouds shed tears,
smiles the thirsty earth,
feeling peace in dark up,
with fallen crystal down,
a eternal bond of drops,
giving itself for her,
the sky pours,
the ground holds,
for the love unknown,
a wish for horizon to meet...
-Tushar

Agreement…of souls…

When the two just silently nodded
Smile and happiness just flooded
Came along warm holding hand
Dreams shining golden as sand
I am yours, you are mine
Are only words that shine,
Life is for a new journey as Ecstasy
Some lived in real some in Fantasy
-Tushar

The moment...(of achievement)

The moments just shine
so flashy to be mine
but they are there to stay
I want bar no words to say
just a smile with no cost
an effect in summer of frost
a new step just taken next
to prove I am the best ...
-Tushar

zindagi main mana hai

zindagi main mana hai
aage ka pal acha hoga
jo mod ab mude hai
unka raasta pakka hoga

har dard har lamhe ka jalna
aati sardi main tap hoga
aason se aakhon ka bahna
sukhe main thahrti bahar hoga

kuch choot jaane ka ehsaas
usse paane ki umeed hoga
jo na mila andhere main
jo paas hai uska ujala hoga

zindagi main mana hai
aage ka pal acha hoga
jo mod ab mude hai
unka raasta pakka hoga
-Tushar

A day just ...

A day just comes
A day just goes
Making weeks
Forming months
Then is 'IT'
Summing it all
Creating a year
A day so lovely
As special as you
For the days
As shiny as rays
A new journey begins
With happiness, with love
With smile, with hope
With you …
And the days
-Tushar

Can you be...?

When you float in doubt
From which you cannot come out
Just take a deep breath
Just a swirl when u takes
a judgment as a heart
With jury of nerves of mind
Ask to you simply the things
Which I can assure will give you wings
But leaving what, when how and then aside
Move to mirror when you relax stretching wide

Can u stand like a mountain?
A trust for the inner self
Can you sing like wind?
A freedom for your wealth
Can you smile like flowers?
A moment of the joy
Can you float like a cloud?
A push for moving ahead
Can you flow like a river?
A way to wash to get the way
Can you be the rainbow?
A mix of emotions to glow
Can you be the moon?
A light when all is dark
Can you be the dew?
A help just came and spark
Can you be the trees?
A shade in warming days
Can you be the snow?
A melt when others need to flow
Can you be the sunrise?
A ray of hope with all survive
Can you be the bird?
A determination to fly high
Can you be the ocean?
A desire to serve all

If you can be
If you think you can be
Just move away from mirror
With a smile
As now you have to move
There is journey ahead
Which you need to start...
-Tushar

The Moment is here…

The moment is here...
A moment so mottled
A moment of feelings
A moment together
A moment to part
A moment of wet smile
A moment to last
A moment to move
A moment to look
A moment to give
A moment to take
A moment of wishes
A moment of good-byes & kisses
A moment like gem
A moment to shine

A moment not just ‘A’ Moment
A moment is ‘THE’ Moment

A moment as step in the future
A moment musing the past

The moment is here...
-Tushar

A response to Fizz's poem

Vinay wrote his first poem as
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YOU OWE ME YOU
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Your Eyes owe something to me
Let them see me........
Your Ears owe something to me
Let them hear my song........
Your Heart owe something to me
Let it beat little harder for me........
Your Touch owe something to me
Let it feel me........
Your Kiss owe something to me
Let it kill me........
Your Soul owe something to me
Let it love me........

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MY response...funny one( atleast I felt that ways )
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Why I owe you something
Why I should hear you sing
Why my lips are your kiss
Why my heart does not miss
Why you feel you have a flick
Why can't u get "U are sick"
:-)
whatever...these would have been a reply to this...
but the fact ...U rock in poems also...I have a competitor ... :-)

-Tushar

A Tear...

A tear just came
a state I frame
it was same small drop
felt different at every stop

sometime was silent love
at times the hate I shove
in moments just fleet
for time not as sleek

In due when we part
when meet and spark
stepping in paused wait
falling with whispering fate

some in flash of rain
little went just in vain
few smiled for jiffy gain
couple dried for soothing pain

a pearl that is mine
a bit sour but not wine
a gem for unspoken all
a sign that just not fall

A tear just came
a state I frame
it was same small drop
felt different at every stop
-Tushar

Oh Lord !

Oh Lord !
Its tough to smile
with the very 'US'
when they have
a piece of cake
when you have
nothing to bake
when life just smile
from far in their eyes
when the holding hands
just slip and part away
when the dreams drop
lightning their way
when you are empty
cannot do a thing
not a task
u do not complete
the poem
leave it in its way
as lone as you
as screaming silently
but wishes that u hope
to be true...
You wait
as your poem
to get something
to be added
to be complete
to get a form...
but again
they go
but again
no words just flow...
a news to break
just breaks you
they smile and leave...happy
you smile and stand ...hoping... ... ... ... ... ...
-Tushar

when u want to say so much ...

when u want to say so much
when words will not utter
when the feelings are all there
when the silence just suffer
when u lone crave for company
when the sight seems tougher
when moments are nostalgic
when present does not buffer
when all shared is not common
when u again feel to be stranger

Just move to the one
Just move with the love
Just the smile on the face
Just a hiccup but the pace
Just a normal generic chat
Just a warm hand on head
Just plan to shed the past
Just remember the went laugh

U will be fine
all will again shine

just a simple act
break the silence and react
same will be the world again
a new life with U no bargain
-Tushar

Birthday afterall...

days after days, months after months
moving ahead on life road,
making years as those cherished milestones
Am again to create one more and planning for more
advent of life is past , but journey is on
but today is special as epoch back
gave me chance to move fast on the current track.
voyage has been a waterfall,
so I'll enjoy the flow
asIt's B'day afterall
-Tushar

drop..A...drop...

A drop is a drop till its not dropped
when it drops on the cheeks
its more than just words so meek
it is the drop of faith
it is the drop of love
it is the drop of trust
it is the drop ...
so let not make that drop
so that we will also not drop
the exists a drop in eyes
but there drop seems so wise
-Tushar

random mind...

I always felt I could write
all feelings in words I can recite
have done it many times in past
sentences turning to story was fast
those were when I wanted to
create something to be looked to
some thoughts random as wave
few moments I cared to save
there was smile, there was light
there were tears , there was fight
some stories of friends I tried
with my art, added spice, they were fried
little of desired in tacit were framed
some sparks in eyes I always craved
all came out so fluently as rain
felt like new friends in life gain
all were mine, whether poetry or prose
they all shine, felt calm getting them close
but there was a frame a sequence in all
something felt something cared and recalled
but now sitting in silence just typing
stating vacuum mind's prototyping
just wanted to capture the zero state
to kill time and not to get frustrate
don't know how much I succussed
who cares ! got an answer to be processed
I always felt I could write
yes, I just wrote something not to recite
But I did , without the view
got a picture to preview
a story of random sleepy mind
a state which is closed, nothing to find
time to time to a state we travel
time just time, with nothing to unravel
-Tushar