La pila se saakiya ... a fav gazal by pankaj udhas

See every coulpet...they are so deep...
Patti Patti gulab ho jati har kali meharkhwab ho jati
tune dali na mehfisha nazaren varna shabanam sharab ho jati

Patti Patti gulab kya hogi har kali meharkhwab ho jati
Jisane laakhon haseen dekhen ho usaki niyat kharaab kya hoti

La pila de saakiya - 2 paimana paimane ke baad
hosh ki baate karunga - 2 hosh me aane ke baad
La pila de saakiya

Dil mera lene ki khaatir minnate kya kya na ki - 2
Kaise nazaren pher li - 2 matlab nikal jaane ke baad

Waqt saari zindaji me dohi guzare hai kathin - 2
ek tere aane se pahele - 2 ek tere jaane ke baad

Surkh suru hota hai insaan thokare khaane ke baad - 2
rang lati hai heena - 2 patthar pe pis jane ke baad

bakhwaas ...

bas pehlu hai zeevan ke
badalte waqt ki taabir hi hai ;
woh jo lamhe rukhte nahin the unke saath,
saath waqt unke ab katta nahin ;
un baatoon ka aaina ,
jo hardam hasta tha bas;
un chehroo ke hoone se ,
dard ab ghatta nahin ab ;
bina seer-pair kee baithak ,
thahake bas khaali lafzoo pe;
dimaag se samjhte hai,
dil se ubharte nahin;
kyon sab bune kahani,
bas lagti "bakhwaas" se hai ;;
-Tushar

pal...kal

samay ko gale mat lagao
bada nagawar hai yeh
bulbula pani ka samjho isse
kabhie badta ,kabhi bahta
kabhi thahrta ,kabhi bahkta
par hamesha choot-tta
jo paas nahin woh kal hai
jo gujar gaya woh pal hai
aaj bhi kahin jee ke
soo jayega aagan main man ke
phir aayega kal ek aur pal ban ke
phir jayega pal ek aur kal ban ke
kuch nahin pakad payoge
tum bhi bas bahte jaoyge
kabhi ek pal main
kabhi bete kal main
saath na hoga kuch
zeevan hoga ek pul sa kuch
kal se pal tak
pal se kal tak
-Tushar

zindagi aur tum ...

Sooraj dhal raha hai sindoori rang se shaam ban ke
zindagi ban raha hai chehra tera kuch haans kuch muskura ke
shama rooshan hai phighalkar andhere mahka ke
raaste manzil hai saath chalkar tere haath thaam ke
dhalte badal hai boondh se bhini dharti se mil ke
sapne haqueqat hai teri palkoo se chal meri akhoon main baske ke
chandni humaari hai taaro ke jhoole jhul chand ke phelu se nikal ke
lafz dastaan hai tere laboo ke meri sooch ke
-Tushar

Baarish --- Mausam

sanware raang se raancha rasta mausam
dhoodhlata aur boondon se kaapta mausam
patto se bhigota hawa sa ithlata mausam
chatree se bachta sadak pe bheegta mausam
pakhudi pe tharta oos sa muskutata mausam
ghaas par ghirta ehsasoon ko jagata mausam
koyal ki kook aarmaan sa udhta mausam
bijle ke dahak laboo se lipat-tta mausam
badal ke sawan dharti pe jharnoon ka mausam
aanchal udata palkeein jhukata sharir mausam
takraati boondh gharmaati saansoon ka mausam
haath thaame humaare roomaani rahoon ka mausam
baarish hai aur ghazab unke saath ka mausam
-Tushar

On occasion of Rohit's wedding with "Mehak"....

Chale hoo saath too zindagi tumhaari hai
khaaboo khayaalo ki haqueeqat tumhari hai

chandni main nahate pal
bhoor se sajte kal
kangan ki chahak
payal si "mahak" tumhaari hai

sawan ki baarish
mausam ki saajish
choodi ki khanak
phoolo ki "mahak" tumhaari hai

humsafar mile hai to badti raahe tumhaari hai
khusiyoon se jhoomti kilkaari tumhaari hai

dharti aasmaan phoolo ke "mahak" tumhaari hai
hum hai aur humhaari saari duyaaien tumhaari hai
-Tushar

Leaving Gb-Team

Change is the only constant
Living with them is Present
Looking apprehensively at advent of future
Admiring the footsteps marked as past
Yesterday was an experience
Tomorrow is just reflections
Today is a bridge, A tunnel, a context
Whose QoS needs to be negotiated?
The flow of past
This routing area update is
Just a transfer to
Lossless High speed future
Some contacts to be reset
Some to be provisioned
Few names as critical to be kept
To be deleted
Meeting together may be suspended
But sitting will soon be resumed
World is a router
So packet will again collide
As IP address are there
Eye contact just blocked, not down dear
Smile is inevitable, a static memory
Moving with loving contexts
Dumping all the leaks behind
‘Am on a journey
Just changing cell, just TLLI’s
Not the IMSI

U all have entered in memory’s Rb-tree
Your search will be a return, GPRS_SUCCESS always
As some tunnels are not just created, but stays
Keeping Life’s Stack UP running with them
Always GREEN LIGHT ON
Always as FUN
-Tushar

woh hai to...

woh khooye aapne main hi bas rahte hai
humaare paas hoone ke ehsaas se bhi bekhabar rahte hai

hum aapni kya kahe

woh saath humaare nahin, aisa to hoota nahin
kabhie saamne baithe rahte hai
kabhie hum unke khaayaaloo main rahte hai

paloo main mahkte hai ,
ehsaaso koo bahkate hai
hum unke saath jeete hai
hum unhi pe marte hai
patoo ke saath lahraate hai
gulmohar humare ban jate hai
unhi ke saath chalte hai
zindagi woh humaari thamte hai
peele saarsoo se chahkte hai
basanti shaam se bahte hai
woh hai to aandhere jagmagate hai
woh nahin to taare humare saathi ban jaate hai

Woh hai to hum hai
humaari sooch, humaari haqueqat hai
humaari saanse, humaari aahe hai

wohi to hai jo humme

Ek roh se utha
Ek jaan bana jaate hai

woh saath humaare nahin, aisa to hoota nahin
kabhie saamne baithe rahte hai
kabhie hum unke khaayaaloo main rahte hai
-Tushar

chehre...

Zindagi ke chehre maut ke saath yoon robaroo hoonge
khawab humaare un chehroo se takra bas bhikhre hoonge
soocha na tha un mukhootoo ke bheed main yoon tanha hoonge
aapni laash par phele aansoo bhi roodaali ke hoonge
-Tushar

Kuch baatein ...

Humaari ashko ki nami ataa unki hai
samjhe aab unhe chaana khata humari hai

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Dard chubhta nahi duniya ke safed sawaloo se
sharmshaar hai unke likhe jawaboo ki shahayai se

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phighaltee nahi laboo par thahrti maayush hansi se
jalte hai beraang nazar ke darpan se

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aapni dastaan tanhaayioon ki zabaan sunate nahin
mausamoo main agar unki yaadoon ke sawan hoote nahin

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sawari hai zindagi doostoon ne hi kuch aise
begaanoo main bhi chehre aapnoo ke khiltee hoo jaise

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Thahr paate ye badte raastee manzil tak pahuchke
tham lete humme woh bas thoda badke bas thoda muskurake
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-Tushar

Lata ji

I had a collection of songs, a pack of 5 cassettes, for Lata ji.IN that there were lot many persons who said something abt Lataji after which the songs followed.Here is one of them
Smita patil
Didi ki main bhakt hoon, har waqt unki Awaaz sunti hoon to mere Rongte khade ho jate hain.Didi ko main un Logon mein se Manti hoon jinhone is Duniya mein bahut bade kam kiye hain. Jinki awaaz ne is duniya ke logon ko dukh ke Mauken per Shanti di hai. Didi ke samne bus yahi kah sakhti hoon ki jahan Devatv ki Prachti hoti hain Uske Samne sirf apne Haath judte hain.
The song which followed this was "Saware ke raan ranchi rana ji" , a bhajan by Meerabai...still in serach of this song again

NARGIS DUTT (actress):
Lata kisi tareef ki nahin, balki parastish ke kabil hain. Unki awaaz sunne ke baad kuch aisa aalam-tari ho jata hai jise bayaan karna bada mushkil hain. Yun samajhiye jaise koi dargah ya mandir main jaye, to vahan pahunch kar ibadat ke liye khud-ba-khud sar jhuk jaata hain aur aankhon se besakhta aasoon behne lagte hain.

NOORJEHAN (singer/actress):
Log kahte hain ki Lataji tumhe Itna Manti hain, Lataji tumhe Ustad samjhti hain, tumhe Pyar karti hain. Yeh sab Main samajhti hoon unka Badapan hain kyonki Lata to Lata hain. Lataji ki tarah meri nazar mein to koi aaj tak Paida nahin hua.,
Lataji ko Allah ne awaaz di hain, Ilm unhe unke Wallid Saab se mila, Khuda ki taraf se unpar Karam hain.

REKHA (actress)
Lata Mangeshkar ek Ehsaas hain jo Mehsoos kiya jata hain Baiyan nahi.Yeh ek Naam hain jisse Sun kar mere Man mein Sukoon aur Chehre par Muskurahat aa jati hain. To me she is etherial someone from another world, larger than life, no less than a Godess a 'Devi'.
This one Name evokes a million feelings inside me. I have cold feet, weak knees, a knot in my stomach, a smile on my lips & tears in my eyes. In other words I feel 'Alive' when I hear this name Lata Mangeshkar.

For Priyanka's Wedding site

Woh saath chale to zindagi humari hai
khawaish khwaboo ki haqueqat humari hai ...
-Tushar

Intezaar...

woh saath hai to waqt ki raftaar mano thamte nahin
woh pass nahin to pal mano jaise badte hi nahin
intezaar ke lamhoon main sapney hai haqueet nahin
ab zindagi khawahish ke khaboo main katte nahin
-Tushar

Aadat-2 ...

Aadat woh meri hai, par,
Aadat mujhe teri hai
kabhi saaath jeene ki aadat thi
aaj khawaboo main milne ki aadat hai

Aadat bhi ajab hai
roop badal peeghalti-peeghlaati hai
kabhi haansti, kabhi roothti manati hai

Aadat woh meri hai, par,
Aadat mujhe teri hai
kabhie saath kadam badane ki aadat thi
aaj un nisaanoo ko thaamne ki aadat hai

aadat bhi ghajab hai
laboo ke ghulab aakhoon ki nami hai
palkoon par khelti, roolati satati hai
kabhi yoon hi muskuraati hai

Aadat woh meri hai, par,
Aadat mujhe teri hai
Kabhi har lamha tujhe paane aadat thi
aaj har pal tujhe khoone ki aadat hai

Aadat bhi aadat hai
kabhi banati kabhi bigadti hai
har saans se ban jaate hai meri
par yaad teri kahlati hai

aadat to aadat hai
dil ki dhakan main meri bajti hai
par dhun teri sunate hai
haathoon ki lakeroon main to sajti nahin
aur taqdeer meri kahlati hai

Aadat to aadat hai
aakhoon se chalakti hai meri
par tanhaayee teri ban jaati hai


Aadat to bas aadat hai
mujhe aadat ki aadat hai
aadat jo meri hai
aadat jo tujhe mera banate hai

aadat bas aadat hai
Aadat woh meri hai, par,
Aadat mujhe teri hai
-Tushar

aadat-1 ...

Kitne mere woh hai kareeb
ehsaas jaane se unke yeh eise hua
rukhsat hoote bheege lamhoon se bas itna kaha
"humme aapki AADAT se hoon gaye hai"
-Tushar

... hoon aaj

baandh kar aakhoon main aapna hi sapna
duniya se kuch parda kar raha hoon aaj
teri yaaad, tere gham teri aarzoo aur khudko
kahi tanhayioon main zee raha hoon aaj
un andheroo main jisme to aaj bhi meri hai
tere khatoon ko jala rooshan kar rah hoon aaj
-Tushar

Kyon...

Jinse milne ki hi ek aarzoo se
zindagi ka har pal jiya hai
jinhe ek aapni manzil maan
aapne raastoon ka safar buna hai
kyon aaj unse mulakat
sirf ek aur lamhe se hai
kyon usse pa ke,dil khamosh sa hai
kahi kuch mahka nahin
sard mausam main hawa ka rukh bahka nahin
kyon aaj "hum" "main" nahin
kyon aaj woh beete waqt se thahre nahin
aarzoo woh poori to hui hai
saath hum tum hai, par tanha nahin
khade hai saat beete woh saare pal
jinse humne har saans se kuch kaha hai
jo en badte faasloo main
tumne kabhi suna nahin
daayre tay kuch aise hai kiye
ki humaare lafzoo main ab
aapni hi kahani nahin
-Tushar

khayaal...

1. Unka khayaal hi kya kam qatil tha
Rukhsaar se parda bhi jo dhalka diya

2. Woh kahte hai hum bekhaayal rehta hai
Koi unhe bataiye hum unhi ke khaayalo main khoye rahte hai

-Tushar

...raang...pehlu...

zindagi ke kuch rang aise hai dekhe
kuch gulaabi saath gujari shaam thi
baki teri ankahe din beete hai
baki meri ansuni raatein kati hai

chaand-suraj saath pehlu main kam hai dekhe
kuch mahke kohre ki woh chaadar hi thi
baki jaith main jalti dharti teri hai
baki tushar se pheghalti zameen meri hai

indradhanush ke saat chehre haanste hai dekhe
kuch oos ki kirnoo ke mel se thi
baki saawan ki baarish teri hai
baki pathjhad ke mausam mere hai

wahan door aasmaan-zammen milte hai dekhe
kuch unki mohabat ki tamanaa se thi
baki bhaagte woh raatse tere hai
baki thartee yee raahein meri hai

pyaar ke kuch pehlu aise hai dekhe
kuch humaari wafa ki chaav se thi
baki meri bewafai teri hai
baki tere gunaah mere hai
-Tushar

...Kya

Pooch rahe hai mehfil main woh mohabat hai kya
humne tera naam liya aur hum phir kehte kya
Jaan rahe hai yoon aaina ibaadat hai kya
aapni rooh main paya tujhe aur hum isse batate kya

band aakhon se khuli palkoon tak ek chah hai kya
dedar-e-chehra bas warna yoon aashiq kahlate kya
har pal har ghadi har lamha har saans se kahte hai kya
intezaar main jeete hai tere yoon hi rooswa hum hoote kya

baatoon-baatoon main har baat ka bas roop hai kya
tere naam se shuru mere khayaloo se gujarata hai kya
saath hai chalte to raastoon ka raahi hai kya
chand lafz tere kuch haansi meri , mausam hai aur kya

sindoori sham main fiza yoon gungunati hai kya
sooch hai yaa tum sapne dharti par laye hoon kya

tum paas hoo itne saansoo ki agan jalati hai kya
UFF !! agar ye haqueqat hai to phir khawaab hai kya
-Tushar