Wednesday, April 15, 2009
last hug...
thinking to hold you back never to let go;
you come with your love, warmth and the hug;
Leaving again the pain and the want, when you go;.
-Tushar
life in city
can't see moon, no stars at all,
I have it, they say, house, account, job, car after all;
but I want a home with mom warmth family love just standing tall;
-Tushar
Monday, March 30, 2009
rain aftereffect...
The cool breeze enters the door,
Touching my soul and something more;
Tough still the clouds, vision seems warming,
With wet scent I smell life coming.
-Tushar
good morning...
The slow moving air;
With her scent and charming flair;
The chirping sunshine, the greyish hills;
The start for me of days' lovely affair...
-Tushar
dream...monnlight...
By looking at the moon far away by mile;
I always get, my friend, this wonderful smile;
Like a distant dream, real yet fragile;
What if I can’t have it?
Just stand in moonlight showers for a while ….
I feel I have some of the dream
Not for daylight, but for silky white peace worthwhile...
-Tushar
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
तब...अब
गली में आज भी जाते तो है
तब फूलो के चेहरे थे जिए
अब आंसू समेटे आते है
-कबीर
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
The..
Its time to let the go
For the freedom of smile
For the reason called joy
The was for me
Its time to let the go
The will be with me
Its time to let the grow
The was greener than green
Its time to let the go
For the woods have season
Yellow, orange, brown and heaven
There is sapling in the ground
Its time to let the go
From the nourish of together past
For the future majestically not shown
I had my share of the
Its time to let the go
For the freedom of smile
For the reason called joy
-Tushar
Friday, January 23, 2009
...है हम
अंजान बेखबर क्या पाया क्या खोते है हम
हर रिश्ता कुछ एहसासों का सिला ही तो है
कुछ लिखते कुछ मिटाते रहे है हम
वो आए मेरे यार फिर दर से विदा हुऐ भी
हर आहट से मिले, हर कदम से बिछडे है हम
हर एक रूप उसका बस इबादत है मेरी
कभी दूंढे कभी निहारते रहे है हम
-तुषार
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Love for food...
arre yaar its to eat, rhymes so well with my hunger.
what is it which calls all us for the cheesy pizza ?
bhaiya its the sense, khao garam aur zindagi jeeza.
ab kyon jaate hoon for HOT CHOCOLATE FUDGE?
its for the , forbidden but like little Adam’s urge.
here is secret of my passion for Raj Khachodi,
miya pandit hoon main, nahin koi tapori.
plate pe plate aati jaati lazeez paav-bhaaji
For every buttery bite tongue says hanji-wawji
Now comes king of list, the Chole bhature,
Because no sharing here, its for me poore poore.
-Tushar
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
do rah ki bas zindagi si...
kahin ruthi kahin manati si
kahin bheegi kahin hasti si
kahin dhadkan kahin khamoshi si
kahin mele kahin tanhahi si
kahin firaq kahin husn si
kahin gulab kahin chubhan si
-Chakresh & Tushar
...जीता है
यहाँ फिर लौटते अजब पशेमान है,
अपने यार कहाँ, बेगाने नाम सुनता है;
कुछ पत्ते भीगे कुछ मौसम पीला है,
वही जानी गलियाँ , बदला मकान लगता है;
'कबीर' शायद अभी बीत नहीं पाया है,
हर कोई बस दुनिया-ऐ-दस्तूर जीता है;
दिल मैं बहते सालो के लम्हे है,
आखों मैं अलग बस मंज़र दीखता है;
-तुषार
Friday, January 09, 2009
मोड़..
उस मोड़ पे मिले, इस मोड़ तक चले हमदम
ज़िन्दगी पा ली तेरे साथ से हर कदम !
२
उस मोड़ पे मिले, इस मोड़ तक चले हम
ज़िन्दगी की डगर मंजिल तू ए हमसफ़र
कभी बढे कभी रुके रह के कदम
तू साथ बस, चाहत और हम बेखबर ।
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हर मोड़ मुढा है मंजिल-ऐ-जान के लिए,
बेखयाल के अदा-ऐ-पता बदल गया ।
-तुषार
Sunday, January 04, 2009
...बिना ख़बर
कहीं सूरत बदल जाए बिना ख़बर !
ख्याल में खो गये मदहोश,
अस्ल छूट गया कहीं बिना ख़बर !
वोः दोस्तों के साथ हसते हर कदम,
बेईमान बन गया आशिक बिना ख़बर!
इंतज़ार मौत दस्तक पर बैठे-बैठे ,
ज़िन्दगी उड़ा दी यूही बिना ख़बर;
कल गुजरने पे रुका सोया,
आज बस बह गया बिना ख़बर;
पा लिया ताज-ओ-तख्त ऐ साहिब,
ज़मीनी हुआ 'कबीर' बिना ख़बर;
-तुषार/कबीर
Thursday, January 01, 2009
wish for life's portrait...
As the year makes its shift;
A bag of colors and hue,
To paint you dreams and view;
Borrowed from the rain and cloud,
Mixed with sun a bit smiling bowed;
Violet comes for mystery unseen,
Indigo for spiritually serene,
Blue as sky, cool and calm,
Green for the spring charm,
Yellow making energy beam,
Orange for the autumn leaves,
Red, for love that believes;
Take the dream brush, mark some stroke,
For the life, let the happiness soak…
-Tushar
Thursday, December 25, 2008
खवाब...
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
life has so wondeful colors..
life has so wondeful colors..
a warmth of sun in winter
the shade of clouds in summer
snow capped mountain shining
orange leaves autumn lining
setting vermillion at ocean's end
golden glow spark in desert sand
soft cool breeze through leaves green
rain dreched road, a waterfall queen...
-Tushar
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
...मज़ा क्या है
अपने ज़ख्म कुरेदने नोचने में मज़ा क्या है ?
दर्द अपने ही है, कुछ सूखे कुछ हरे भी
फिर भी देखो मुस्कान पालने में मज़ा क्या है ?
-तुषार
Friday, December 12, 2008
ज़िन्दगी ..धुप..छाव
ज़िन्दगी है अजब कुछ धुप-छाव
कभी खिलते रंग कभी धुलती शाम
पल पल बढते कदम कभी रुकते पाव
कभी सबके लिए कभी मेरे नाम
-कबीर
For a person who taught about life...
...the parting words ...
may be a thank you note ...
may be just words ...
may be the feelings ....
May be I wish tears had color
May be that shade can get here ....
But they say tears have no shade...
May be might be ... (narayan's favourite dialogue)
but good time never fade ....
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एक मलमल उन्मुक्त सी प्यारी हंसी
सिखा गई रिश्ते ज़िन्दगी-ऐ-गम और खुशी
मुश्किल नहीं दर्द को, मेरे मुन्ना , सहना
हो अगर साथ मुस्कराहट का गहना
कुछ न कहकर बस उनके लिए वो करना
एक रिश्ता बेनाम सा बन यूँ बुनना
नाम नहीं शक्ल नहीं अंदाज़ नहीं जिसका
वक्त के हर मोड़ पर बस रूप बदलता उसका
कभी दोस्त कभी भाई कभी दीप बस मनका
एक तासुवर एक तबुस्सुम बस बीते दिनों का
ज़िन्दगी के पन्नो पर छप जाते है कुछ ऐसे
कुछ आईने बस यादों की तस्वीर जैसे
खुशी गम के कई रंग भरे है ऐसे
धुन्धालायेगा वक्त अब इन्हे कैसे
एक मलमल उन्मुक्त सी प्यारी हंसी
सिखा गई रिश्ते ज़िन्दगी-ऐ-गम और खुशी **********************************************************************
-मुन्ना
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
Home grown Or Own grown
For 2 years I worked to be accepted,
Now I am asked to leave but not rejected,
No credit no love no reward, life is coiled
What I take from here is just plain void.
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I tried to live but failed,
No steps even the favorite music railed
No connection sparked, fun spoiled,
Seems the child, THE me is now forever jailed…
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Sitting outside the house waiting for keys,
I see my life as wait for dreams;
A want to be known, a wait for promotion;
A wish for appreciation, a wait for their passion;
A desire to spend, a wait to earn;
A look for the gone company, a wait for someone;
A hunger to smile, a wait for it to happen...
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-Tushar
(most people who know the reference will know what is this all about)
Thursday, December 04, 2008
“Aapke paas mere liye time nahin ab” ...
Par waqt yuhi gujarta jaata hai
Nainoo ki woh sunte nahin ab
Zubaan se hum kahte nahin ab
Milte subah sham roz hai hum
Call bhi kam ke liye karte hai
Agar kuch kahe to kehte hai ab
“Aapke paas mere liye time nahin ab”
-Tushar
होता ...
तुझे भुलाना इतना मुश्किल तो न होता
अगर साथ दिल और ज़माना कुछ ऐसे देता
ना तेरे नाम से मेरा ज़िक्र उभरता
ना मेरे ज़िक्र से यू तू पशेमान होता
-तुषार
shaqhshiyat...
Meri is shaqhshiyat se roboroo nahin duniya
To hai dil main ya nahin janti nahin duniya
Par hum bhi to is kal bad chuke hai shayad aage
Tere bina bhi ab apni lagne lagi hai duniya
-Tushar
yuhi
Ek zarra-e-gam jee liya yuhi
Laboo pe gam see liya yuhi
Kadam bade kabhi ruke yuhi
Zindagi buni udheri humne yuhi
-Tushar
what is death?
What is death, who can tell
What is life, a mystery unsaid
Why desire moksha,
When I can do good to all here
Self-content, but true unpaid.
-Tushar
Is it worth ?
Is it worth ?
I don’t know…
I just care,
love it
and its my life’s share
Is it worth ?
I don’t know…
I just believe,
smile,
it gives me relief
Is it worth ?
I don’t know…
For me it’s the spark,
with drop (tear); Into the light
far from the dark
If I don’t care,
I don’t believe,
No drop no spark
I know then,
It isn’t worth it !!
-Tushar
Why can’t I live a silent life ?...
Why can’t I live a silent life ?
Soothed by moonlight
Awakened by sun bright
A walk by the river side
A nap in farm so wide
A chat with calm green
A meet at solace shrine
The shade of setting sun
Holding hands with love and fun
A life, may be with unknown
Not with just colleagues
But with faces and brotherhood grown
With the sitting laziness
Just simple smile no haziness
Why can’t I live there again
Away from the city hustle-bustle
Into my dreams
At a place which was mine
Is just far but still it shine
Why can’t I live a silent life ?...
-Tushar
ek indradhanush hai zindagi...
kuch boondein hai kuch rooshni
ek ajnabi ehsaas hai, kuch ankahi aas hai
saat raangoon ka saath hai...
-Tushar
...me...???
I want to write but my mind not with me
My soul has left me long back, life no longer trust me
Why I lie awake in dark searching for me ?
Why I can’t be normal and still be me ?
-Tushar
dreams...
I was walking on the street,
lost like a dried yellow leaf;
suddenly the wind was blowing,
taking the leaf as free flowing;
telling me that I can also fly,
to reach for the dreams left shy;
the one that I now only keep,
for some dreams when I sleep.
-Tushar
Hey man! when you walk...
On mysterious life lane...
Keep your eyes open to see
colors and beauty of nature for free
Move with listening to musical sound
Ears open, natural ochestra around
Feel the fragrance of free flowing wind
Relax and chill as aroma just unwind
Move the lips for the smile and say some hi!
Make some new friends bid some goodbyes
Sit close to them when sad as sand
Get the warmth of the loving sweet hand
Hey man when you walk,
On mysterious life lane,
Just do this and talk,
Of love and life's pure gain.
-Tushar
Saturday, November 01, 2008
...A person, whom I call my SISTER
The shadow of a friend’s fare,
The smile of utter care,
Partner in umpteen pillow fights,
Holding hands in childhood sights,
Argues for small chocolates store,
Making room to live from the chore,
My life secret book’s reader,
An all time pain healer,
That’s a reflection of my mother,
A person, whom I call my SISTER.
-Tushar
All is there but dark...
The life as the night;
No smile no little spark,
Stars lost with the light;
I have no one but not alone,
no love no inner struggling war;
no desires no smiling clone,
emptiness till the ended far;
afraid of the crawling me,
want to fly , no wings to be free;
frightened for new and to see,
the future , a failure to be;
All is there but dark,
The life as the night;
No smile no little spark,
Stars lost with the light;
-Tushar
Sunday, October 19, 2008
the sky is not dark ...
the sky is not dark
not even in the night
this is the city you see
glowing with neon light
the stars are faded or gone
artificiality glowing bright
there is no sleep no dreams
drums and beats sounds right
no flowing leaves with wind
finding inner self fight
what we seek what we hope
just words may be or might
so much speed on highway
like life will end only tonight
vodka beer rum and whisky
all taken for the lost delight
days are sleepy, night is lost
life in fright, no peace in sight
the sky is not dark
not even in the night
-Tushar
Saturday, September 20, 2008
...kuch yun hoti
Jahan rangeen fiza bahar kuch yun hoti
(fiza : environment )
Dard-e-daman lahrayega to gazab hoga
Kabhi teri kabhie zamane ki inayat yun hoti
sham-e-zindagi ke sahil pe bas yun baitha hoga
Justuzu teri hijra-e-hiwda main kaid yun hoti
(Sham-e-zindagi : evening of life , sahil : shore ,Justuzu: desires , hijra-e-hiwda: heart with pain of separation )
Kabhie saath dostoon ka ronake mehfil hoga
Kabr par kuch duyaan saath bas yun hoti
Tum agar saath hote to baath kuch yun hoti
Jahan rangeen fiza bahar kuch yun hoti
-Tushar
Monday, August 25, 2008
For Goku...
These lines are based on famous folk song from Rajasthan, kesariya balma padharoo mhare desh ...
My love for Adee and Goku ...
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Kesariya Kanha padharoo mhare desh …
Sundar kaya komal maan paayoo Adee sa bhesh
…padharoo mhare desh
Maiya aanokkee daoo Adee, ladaloo aisa yeh parivesh
…padharoo mhare desh
Choota Goku bhaiya Adee pyaroo yeh sandesh
…padharoo mhare desh
Sang khelenge sang jhoomege adee-goku, desh ya videsh
…padharoo mhare desh
Pyaari muskaan layo sang, bholo sab jagat dwesh
…padharoo mhare desh
Kesariya Kanha padharoo mhare desh …
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-Tushar
Thursday, August 14, 2008
vidaai...
Kuch dard hai tumhaare jaane se
Kuch haans rahe hai moti aakhon main
Dua ubharti hai har saans har pal se
Payo khusi zindagi ki har rah main
Waqt bahoot pyara bita hai tumse
Paya hai ek naya pariwar tum main
Kuch yaad ki tasveer saath le jate hoon
Ek pyaar ka bandhan baadhe jate hoon
Pal chootte hai kahke phir milta hoon
Arre oh ! yaar tumse kab bichadta hoon
-Tushar
khushi...?
phir kyon aapne dard ko unki haansi main khoo nahin pata
kyon nahin khilta, kyon jaate nahin jalan ka yeh rog
har phool to khil raha hai bas ek indradhanush nahin bana pata
-Kabir
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Khawab bhi yun hai haqueqat...
Khawab bhi yun hai haqueqat
Tum bhi aur haseen saath bhi
Woh mehfil badi hai roonak
Jaam bhi saath madhoosi bhi
Woh shaam roomani tanha hai
Jaagti raat bhi lagti badi pyaari bhi
Woh khamoshi kuch hai kehti
Zulf khuli bhi simti baahen bhi
Lab surkh hai sahme sahme
Paas tu bhi , teri tishnagi bhi
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Version:1
Khawab bhi haqueqat hai
Tum hoon haseen saath hai
Woh mehfil bhi roonak hai
Jaam hai saath madhoosi hai
Woh shaam bhi roomani hai
Jaagti raat badi pyaari hai
Woh khamoshi bhi bolti hai
Zulf khuli simti baahen hai
Woh lab bhi sahme hai
Paas tu, teri tishnagi hai
-Tushar
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Soocho Soocho...
Sooch ke dekho
Sapnoo ke shahar
Main ghar ko dekho
Neela hi gagan
Aapni hi dharti
Par udta
Bawre man ko dekho
Soocho soocho
Sooch ke dekho
Aapne liye bhi
Sawan hai barso
Khusi aayi
Saja ke rakho
Khilkhila ke
Bas hasdo
-Tushar
Unique
I know they just politely mean, 'we don't really understand you'.
Who cares ?
I too myself find uniqueness all around all the time.
-Tushar
I want to...
tired of my soul
I want to sleep
but no dreams of yours
I am tired of the talks
tired of the walks
I want to hold
but no thought of yours
I am tired of me
tired of the world
I want to love, all mine
but no condition of yours
-Tushar
Monday, July 21, 2008
tere liye
Isse kuch to hota hai dil ka dard kam;
Kya yaad utna nahin aata mujhe ab tu,
Ya tere liye tujhe hi bhula baithe hum;
-Tushar
Is it so wrong...
Is it so bad to weep,
To say with water,
how broken you are,
To express how happy you were,
To just say how lonely you will be,
I don't want to hold past back,
but give me time to say final good-bye,
just little time to say this bye,
embraced in our smile...
-Tushar
Kuch khayal...
khawab ka parda hata haqueqat ka aaina dekh liya;
paya apna hi chehra phir aaj ek nayi jung ki tayari karta hua.
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Woh ja rahe hai nayi zindagi ke raaste,
kaash mud kar humse bhi pooche,
arre yaar tum bhi saath chalo...
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Tere jaane ko kaise kah do jaana
Tere na hone ko kaise kah do bhichadna
Tu nahin to kya hua
Teri in yaadoon ko bhala hum se kaun cheen payega
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-Tushar
Sunday, July 06, 2008
प्यार की जुबां
जो ग़ालिब ने कहा या मिहिर ने लिखा
मुझ नादाँ शायर के लिए तो बस
मेरे यार के साथ की खामोशी ही कातिल है
-तुषार
Friday, June 20, 2008
एक रिश्ता था जो ...
पीछे छूटा है वो
कहाँ गई मंजीलें
खो गए रास्ते
एक सपना था जो
बुना मिलके था वो
छूटी बाहों की गली
मिली न कोई कलि
एक कहानी थी जो
चाहत से बुनी थी वो
लफ्ज़ का चेहरा नहीं
वादें खो गए यहीं
एक साथ था जो
हाथ थामता था वो
बाहें पास बुलाती है
अकेले अब घबराटी है
एक खुशी थी जो
पल पल हसाती थी वो
जागती रात है अब
सूने दिन है अब
-तुषार
From Son to Mother
You cry with my tear
You wait for my arrival
You sink with my fear
You walk with my steps
You feel the pain I bear
You sleep with my tiredness
You wake with my dreams so clear
You know the hunger of my stomach
You are satiated as I eat pear
You long for me when far
You are rejoiced when I come near
You hold me with your warmth
You always embrace, saying worries not for you dear
You are the soul I am the body
You are my MOTHER, I your son here
-Tushar
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Intezaar...
kya khatam hoga yeh intezaar
tere aane ke baad?
phir aayega yeh hi intezaar
tere jaane ke baad!
kya jee payege phir is intezaar
ke saath...
tere chale jaane ke baad
tere hi intezaar ke saath
-Tushar
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
you sleep to be alone
to smile with tears heart sinking down,
To gather the broken you,
To crave that you are wanted,
before you sleep to be alone... (forever)
-Tushar
Monday, June 09, 2008
kuch pal tere saath aur bita lo to soocho
kal beechedge, aaj yahi beetha lo to soocho
tere sirhane ki malmal se haansi payi hai
baandh hootoon ki daastan bana lo to soocho
tere saath waqt hawa sa chalta hai
udti fiza ko apna bana lo to soocho
garm saansein ab bhi hai darmiyaan
sard aahoon ke dayre bana lo to sooscho
kuch pal tere saath aur bita lo to soocho
kal beechedge, aaj yahi beetha lo to soocho
-Tushar
Friday, May 09, 2008
for my sister...
Can there be love just without desire
Eyes speak about care with every wink
All I know we will always be there
To clap for all our achievements
To get smile when your eyes drop
May be we move distant physical apart
But this heart will be together
This immaculate, eternal, undemanding
Giving, caring, and sharing;
Defines a relation ALL ABOVE ALL
A root of un-selfish LOVE
A fact that we are
BROTHER and SISTER…
-Tushar
Monday, May 05, 2008
rook lo is chaand ke safar ko...
baandh ke simtee saansoo main
ek nagma bana lo in lamhoo ko
tham jaye raat tere aagosh main
-Tushar
main tum aur tanhayee ka saath...
khamosh chandni sulgate zazbaat
surkh hooth yeh gulab si baat
madhosh hum aur phighalte yeh raat
-Tushar
Saturday, April 26, 2008
क्यों हुआ कब हुआ क्या ख़बर...
आखं खुली तू नहीं हम बेखबर,
सोचा उस ने कुछ भी नहीं मगर,
रह गए तनहा हुयी न सहर;
क्यों अचानक यह ख़बर आई,
गए तुम रह गया दिल दर्द तन्हाई,
एक खालीपन दूजा गम गहराई,
कैसे छूटे प्यार की परछाई;
तुम मुस्कुराते हो नयी जिन्दगीं में,
बैठे हम फिर भी झूटी आस में,
तोड़ गए सारे रिश्ते यूँ झटके में,
उलझे हम बिखरे वादों में;
एक फूल मेरे आगन का,
ले गया कोई सपना आखों का,
बैठी आखे हश्र दिल के चाहत का,
काला आकाश बिन तारओ का;
-तुषार
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
woh is baar chale gaye aise kahi...
woh is baar chale gaye aise kahi,
chotta peeche intezaar bhi nahin;
dil ko phir bhi yeh sabr hi sahi,
shayad mil jaye yuhi kabhie kahi;
din ka saath raat ka milna,
jaagti raat ab chaand ka jalna;
din khali hai aakh ka gahna,
moti se yaadoo ka bun-na;
bhara hai kamra beta samaan,
har deewar tasveero ka karvan;
haste chehre palkon ke darmiyaan,
soona ghar chala gaya dil ka mehmaan;
-Tushar
Shweta-Narayan wedding invitaion
Two names, a journey to glory
Two voices and a song
Two bodies, a lovely mate
Two destinies, a crowning fate
Two souls for the promise
By the blessing of the THOU, the time has come,
that we mark a bond of eternity
In the shower of glowing stars
With the blessing of ones and dear
Grace us with your presence as we,
Shweta and Narayan,
Start a new beginning of a life
Tying a knot for ageless time
First wish to Shweta-Narayan
khili jeevan moti sa Shweta;
bandhan atoot sapne anoop,
kehte dev, jag, phool har patta;
Narayan ghar aagan aayi main,
abhivadan chandni se karta;
man bhooje naye jeevan paheli,
apne saathi sang komal Shweta;
Meaning of
Narayan : abode of beings, flowing water of eternity
Shweta: White
-Tushar
Monday, December 17, 2007
…hai aaj
tum muskuraaye to jannat mile hai aaj
duniya ka dastoor kuch jaana hai aaj
mar ke khud zindagi jee rahe hai aaj
raang zamane ke dekhe hai aaj
ban ke aaina khade hai aaj
har sawal ke jawab dhoonde hai aaj
milke unse khud se mile hai aaj
khawab saare haqueqat se toote hai aaj
band aakh kar soone se darte hai aaj
-Tushar
B'day wish to Narayan : 17-12-2007
over the period, I had some pain few gain;
standing on the day, of the very advent
to take more steps, to cherish what just went
its a journey each year of the wheel
living life as I want it to and feel
I have lot as a lot, my family and U my friend
and what I want more in prayer to send
Thank your GOD for a new turn
I will live as I am here, to love to learn
Happy B'day Narayan ...
-Tushar
4th Anniversary of 232
when we flashed mobile saath-saath
captured some moments to remember
bana liya ek ristaa with all forever
wooh society ki lambi analysis
that dollar-rupee appreciation thesis
drawing room ka virtual cricket ground
kuch songs par roz subhah ek sound
Mall ke lagate chakar,kuch khaate, kuch chahte
Funny office gossips, kabhie sacha dukh sunate
Defining life in own its own fashion
Hum sab main badta ek passion
bhaiya ji ke mast chawal choley
life was moving just holay-holay
then came the period of recession
bidding valedictory was painful session
waqt ke chokhat se yaad ke saman le chaley
kuch naam kuch pehchaan bas chod chaley
are O mere dil ke bando, yaad hai ya nahin wooh makan
House se home banaya tha jisse, 232 aaj bhi hai uska naam
-Tushar
Sunday, October 28, 2007
sharm aa gayi...
ghata chaa gayi, main unke sadke
ab kah denge unse haske
rahe sada woh mere banke
ab ke aaye to jaaane na denge
is raat ko dhalne na denge
kuch kahyege kabhie chup rahege
yuhi saath bethe rahege
mogre ki mahek hi to hai
dil pe kuch dastak di hai
dhadkan ke geet ab gaate hai
hum tumhe bas chahte hai
nazro ke yoon milne sa
jhuki palke laboo ke khilne se
hum to bas khoo gaye aise
hai! tum pe mar gaye aise
barf se dhake pahadoo se
jharne girte nazaroo se
pati-pati chinaroo se
baat ki teri hazaroo se
sharm aa gayi yo unse milke
ghata chaa gayi, main unke sadke
-Tushar
Bas...
aakh khulte hi haqueqat se toot gaye
woh na mil sake hum se kabhie
bandh aakhon main jo rahte the bas
waqt ud raha hai dhuaa sa bas
koi chingari kahi jalti nahin
zarra-zarra sulag rahe hai aarmaan
yeh kahani aab rukti nahin bas
rukte hai dard ki mahfil main bas
har gazal main woh samaye hai
har jaam ki madhoosi un se hai
hum unhe bhula na paaye bas
chaand kahta hai dastaan-e-noor bas
sunte hum bhi hazaroo main rhai
raat ji rahe hai jaag ke hum bhi
badal ban saath chal na paaye bas
phool pe oos ki boondh thi bas
thari ruki phisal gayi
ashaq bhi phisalte hai gaaloo pe
thahrte to mere hote bas
rista apna ek shaam tha bas
aayi shaam ruki, raat hui
samjhe kaun samjaaye kyon
duniya phir bhi haas degi bas
-Tushar
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Ek hai chaand…
Ek hi naam Afsaane besumaar
Din ke gusail dada se
Pyare chanda mama sa
Asmaan main sajta
Albhabet ‘C’ jaisa /* Thanks to Adee for this line */
Leader hai sitaaroo ka
Meeri katori ke batashe sa
Raat ke carom ke
Chamkte striker sa
Maa ke loori ka hero
Kabhie poore ka poora zero
Naani ki di chaavni sa
Pansaari se li taafi sa
Ek hai chaand Chere hazaar
Ek hi naam Afsaane besumaar
Tasveer mere pyaar ki
Pedh se jhaakte noor sa
Baadal main sahma khoota
Sharmati dulhan sa
Pardesh main dilata desh ki yaad
Khamooshi main karta baat
Saathi mahkati tanhayi ka
Pyaara mere yaar sa
Here ka pehna kangan
Kan ki jhoomti baali sa
Raat se uth, us-Ke khaayal jaisa
Jaagta saath mere, Mere intezaar jaisa
Ek hai chaand Chere hazaar
Ek hi naam Afsaane besumaar
Bhaagti bheed main
Gaadi ke pahiye sa
Roz thakte paate us-se
Do waqt ke roti sa
Gharaate andhere main
Jalte bulb jaisa
biscuit ka toota tukra
bhookh phir bhi badata sa
Hazaaroo main ladta
Mere ek naam jaisa
Zindagi ki aankh-michooli mian
Hamesha ghaatta bhadta sa
Meri thakaan se taar
Raat main gawah jaisa
Har pal chalta badhta
Meri kahani jaisa
Ek hai chaand Chere hazaar
Ek hi naam Afsaane besumaar
-Tushar
… duniya aise hoti hai…
khamoshi nahin, dard ki zubaa aise hoti hai
raaste jo bhikhre lambe tanha se hai
mera kasoor nahin, duniya aise hoti hai
tasveer basi aakhon main yaad ki hai
intezaar tera, raat aanchal bheegooti hai
mile nahin par kuch judwa aise hai
naam mera, ruswaaiye teri hoti hai
lamhe bun bewajah waqt thaama hai
bandh muthi khulte hi khaali hoti hai
dard ki zard safed chadar oode hai
maut kya, zindagi aise hoti hai
saath tum ho roomani mausam hai
khawab hai, haqueqat kahan aise hoti hai
After I wrote above and shared with few friends, they asked me why so much pain and darkness.So I came for the light with the flip version of above.
Aakhon se chal Aakhon tak jo pahoochi hai
khamoshi sahi, jhuki palkeein bhi izhaar hoti hai
raaste badte hai, modh thahar jaate hai
milte hai dil, duniya meri hoti hai
teri tasveer basi aakhon main hai
har manzil tujse bayaan hoti hai
mile hai kuch aise judwa se hai
naam tera, kahani humaari hoti hai
lamhe bun moti se waqt thaama hai
milte hai aur yaad jawa hoti hai
aanchal khawaboo ka yoon lahraya hai
aise main zindagi muskaan hooti hai
tum nahin, dekho chaand bhi tanha hai
tum aaye, tanhaaiyaan rukhsat hoti hai
-Tushar
Saturday, September 22, 2007
kitne baatein kahni thi...
kitne raatein jaagi thi
tere intezaar main
tere aane ki rah main
woh chaand bhi chala gaya
raat safar ke baad bhi
dhoonda tumhe ujaloo main
shaam ke jalte chiraago main
kuch sapney tere saath ke
jeevan ki har raah ke
badte kadam teri aas main
jeete dua har saans main
dil kahi ab lagta nahin
tu nahin too kuch nahin
tanha khade hai bheed main
adhoore se door pyaar main
muskuraate hai pal sooche jab
hoga kya tum aayoge tab
paa lege tumhe har raang main
kooyi meera, shyam sang main
kitne baatein kahni thi
kitne raatein jaagi thi
tere intezaar main
tere aane ki rah main
-Tushar
Saturday, September 15, 2007
aakh se lafz bolo na...
dil ke sahme raaz kholo na
un khaamosh lamhoon ke saaye main
mere saath ke rang gholo na
lambi tanha in raahoon pe
khawab ki manzil dhondho na
jo kahani tooti baithe hai
tukre wafa se joodo na
sitaare jahan main bahoot hai
unme apna chaand dekho na
raat ke gujraate andheroon main
kal ke sapnoo ki tasveer dekho na
woh jo darta hai tanhaiyoon se
khud ko khuda se mila ke dekho na
haafte bhaagte thakte duniya se
maa ke aanchal main soo-lo na
kaun aapna kaun paraya jahan main
pyaar baatate yeh socho na
aakh se lafz bolo na
dil ke sahme raaz kholo na
-Tushar
Friday, September 14, 2007
When they think that I hate...
What to say about my fate
When days here were dark
When stars in night lost spark
What all I did was to wait
Whining for long lost bait
When soaked tears in eyes
While a smile for byes
When I just lived hoping
While all was gone moping
When words just became flawed
When I was crowned a fraud
When they think that I hate
What to say about my fate
-Tushar
The night and me...
Steps moving slowly with silence inside;
Seeing the far light as dream to attain,
Together night & me determined to sustain;
-Tushar
Monday, August 27, 2007
title to be guessed ???
Lives with me without being wed;
Is a part of my fondle and action,
Caresses me sweats my affection;
The game makes me playful ,
So high so spirit colorful;
Tasting as a hot chocolate sauce,
So serene in white solace;
With a high as I want ,
Framing per my thought;
Makes me the person I desire,
Revealing the hidden ardent fire;
I can mould I can twist give a race,
Experiencing all new kissing face;
The curve of the flowing river,
Hearts just thumps and shiver;
Undressing like mysterious mountain,
Being cozy in warm fountain;
Breaths get all the more warmer,
A walk in misty cloud charmer;
Sleeping on lap like a little kid,
Steam out with burning lid;
All just seems so mine,
Every frame like carved waistline;
Its all me in purple sight,
A journey of the night;
A walk of life not mainstream,
This is the story of a dream…
Dream…
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Trust…
When feeling no more,
Is it on only one act?
Or the passage of yore;
When things don’t shine,
With blossoming rose,
To be true to be mine,
Like incomprehensible prose;
When parting hug is not tight,
Eyes don’t shower waterfall,
You just don’t wait till last sight,
Face manages a smile after-all;
Why they came why they went,
To make me happy or sad,
Took some life’s part without rent,
No voices when silence clad;
Its they say life moving,
Its has its different shade,
All the fun just fleeting,
Trust look like a spade;
-Tushar
Farewell…
With sparks from the past
Bidding good byes to friends
As you move and go apart
BUT…
Its also a sign to cherish the gone
With welcoming note to harbingers
A chance to say we will miss you
A hope to again meet you.
-Tushar
Moments…
Just the musical flow by flute;
Living with them is just to nurture,
Threading past, present and the future;
-Tushar
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
For my Mother...
The womb was yours;
My first worldly smile,
The hug was yours;
As tear turned to pearl,
With touch warmly yours;
I made the first step,
Holding hands were yours;
For all good night sleep,
The lap was yours;
The very first fall,
Catching support was yours;
When I got hurt,
The caress was yours;
Making those mistakes,
Rectifying advise was yours;
In those lonely hours,
The company was yours;
When all went away,
The shelter was yours;
Walking down the lane,
The shadow was yours;
In those dark confusion,
Enlightening was yours;
On the failing acts,
The courage was yours;
With winning facts,
Success was yours;
For me standing here,
The pain was yours;
For all love I have,
The blessings are yours;
For what I am ,
All credit is yours;
For all left unsaid,
Dear Mother, I am yours;
Baarish : ke saath ke ehsaas…
har boondh main thare waqt sawarte hain
woh ek boondh bachpan ke jamoon ki
doosri oos geele dagamgaati naav ki
bheege pattoo ki rimjhim se chaav ki
bhaagte jhuund main khusi ke shoor ki
baarish ke mausam yoon mahekte hai
har boondh main thare waqt sawarte hain
sadak ki nami se saletee(grey) raang par
badate pagoo ke saath pagdandi ke mod par
beekharee zulf se hawa ke aanchal par
dil ke saath udte aasmaan par
baarish ke mausam yoon mahekte hai
har boondh main thare waqt sawarte hain
aagan main raakhi lakdi ke kursi se
payale main chai ke ubhartee khusboo se
garam garam pyaz-besan ke pakodi se
kuch sawad kuch armaan hai machalte se
baarish ke mausam yoon mahekte hai
har boondh main thare waqt sawarte hain
chatari main bhi bheegte saikal pe misra ji
tyartee gaadi ke boochaar se bachna ji
chootu ka paani main masti se chapkana ji
chat pe jhaarne main rom-rom bhigona ji
baarish ke mausam yoon mahekte hai
har boondh main thare waqt sawarte hain
-Tushar
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Life…moments…feelings
so pertinent not perpetual;
the pain of past,
the happiness growing so fast;
Its all like petal cluster,
nothing alone, together so live;
the tears of smile,
the moments woven for a while;
Its all like vermilion sunset,
on edge of glory yet the beginning;
the valedictory friends,
the welcoming hands;
Its all like desert sand,
so vast but so lone;
the indignation of betrayal,
the love for the gone;
Its all like rainy clouds,
so affable so thundering ;
the life of dreams,
the joy of screams;
Its all like little words,
so silent so unheard;
the dialogue of eyes,
the language of breaths;
-Tushar
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
zihaal-e-miskeen mukon ba-ranjish, bahaal-e-hijra bechara dil hai
zihaal = notice
miskeen = poor
mukon = do not
ba-ranjish = with ill will, with enimity
bahaal = fresh, recent
hijra = separation
In English:
Do not notice the poor heart with enemity...
It is still fresh with wounds of separation
In HinDi
Ye dil judaai ke gamo se abhi bhi taaza hai.
Iski bechaargi ko ba-ranjish (without enimity) dekho.
-Tushar
Happy Wedding Anniversary ...
Decisions of past
When you came together
For being each other's part
A day to celebrate
With the present
While you still hold hands
Sharing the love and affection
A day to believe
In roads to Future
To create precious memories
For marriage that is "forever"
-Tushar
Saturday, July 07, 2007
Smile...may be not
bearing all what it take
with pleasure genuinely fake
don't know the smile across is real
OR like mine it is there
only just for the sake ...
-Tushar
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Rain...
smiles the thirsty earth,
feeling peace in dark up,
with fallen crystal down,
a eternal bond of drops,
giving itself for her,
the sky pours,
the ground holds,
for the love unknown,
a wish for horizon to meet...
-Tushar
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Agreement…of souls…
Smile and happiness just flooded
Came along warm holding hand
Dreams shining golden as sand
I am yours, you are mine
Are only words that shine,
Life is for a new journey as Ecstasy
Some lived in real some in Fantasy
-Tushar
The moment...(of achievement)
so flashy to be mine
but they are there to stay
I want bar no words to say
just a smile with no cost
an effect in summer of frost
a new step just taken next
to prove I am the best ...
-Tushar
zindagi main mana hai
aage ka pal acha hoga
jo mod ab mude hai
unka raasta pakka hoga
har dard har lamhe ka jalna
aati sardi main tap hoga
aason se aakhon ka bahna
sukhe main thahrti bahar hoga
kuch choot jaane ka ehsaas
usse paane ki umeed hoga
jo na mila andhere main
jo paas hai uska ujala hoga
zindagi main mana hai
aage ka pal acha hoga
jo mod ab mude hai
unka raasta pakka hoga
-Tushar
A day just ...
A day just goes
Making weeks
Forming months
Then is 'IT'
Summing it all
Creating a year
A day so lovely
As special as you
For the days
As shiny as rays
A new journey begins
With happiness, with love
With smile, with hope
With you …
And the days
-Tushar
Can you be...?
From which you cannot come out
Just take a deep breath
Just a swirl when u takes
a judgment as a heart
With jury of nerves of mind
Ask to you simply the things
Which I can assure will give you wings
But leaving what, when how and then aside
Move to mirror when you relax stretching wide
Can u stand like a mountain?
A trust for the inner self
Can you sing like wind?
A freedom for your wealth
Can you smile like flowers?
A moment of the joy
Can you float like a cloud?
A push for moving ahead
Can you flow like a river?
A way to wash to get the way
Can you be the rainbow?
A mix of emotions to glow
Can you be the moon?
A light when all is dark
Can you be the dew?
A help just came and spark
Can you be the trees?
A shade in warming days
Can you be the snow?
A melt when others need to flow
Can you be the sunrise?
A ray of hope with all survive
Can you be the bird?
A determination to fly high
Can you be the ocean?
A desire to serve all
If you can be
If you think you can be
Just move away from mirror
With a smile
As now you have to move
There is journey ahead
Which you need to start...
-Tushar
Friday, June 22, 2007
The Moment is here…
A moment so mottled
A moment of feelings
A moment together
A moment to part
A moment of wet smile
A moment to last
A moment to move
A moment to look
A moment to give
A moment to take
A moment of wishes
A moment of good-byes & kisses
A moment like gem
A moment to shine
A moment not just ‘A’ Moment
A moment is ‘THE’ Moment
A moment as step in the future
A moment musing the past
The moment is here...
-Tushar
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
A response to Fizz's poem
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YOU OWE ME YOU
*****************************
Your Eyes owe something to me
Let them see me........
Your Ears owe something to me
Let them hear my song........
Your Heart owe something to me
Let it beat little harder for me........
Your Touch owe something to me
Let it feel me........
Your Kiss owe something to me
Let it kill me........
Your Soul owe something to me
Let it love me........
********************************************
MY response...funny one( atleast I felt that ways )
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Why I owe you something
Why I should hear you sing
Why my lips are your kiss
Why my heart does not miss
Why you feel you have a flick
Why can't u get "U are sick"
:-)
whatever...these would have been a reply to this...
but the fact ...U rock in poems also...I have a competitor ... :-)
-Tushar
A Tear...
a state I frame
it was same small drop
felt different at every stop
sometime was silent love
at times the hate I shove
in moments just fleet
for time not as sleek
In due when we part
when meet and spark
stepping in paused wait
falling with whispering fate
some in flash of rain
little went just in vain
few smiled for jiffy gain
couple dried for soothing pain
a pearl that is mine
a bit sour but not wine
a gem for unspoken all
a sign that just not fall
A tear just came
a state I frame
it was same small drop
felt different at every stop
-Tushar
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Oh Lord !
Its tough to smile
with the very 'US'
when they have
a piece of cake
when you have
nothing to bake
when life just smile
from far in their eyes
when the holding hands
just slip and part away
when the dreams drop
lightning their way
when you are empty
cannot do a thing
not a task
u do not complete
the poem
leave it in its way
as lone as you
as screaming silently
but wishes that u hope
to be true...
You wait
as your poem
to get something
to be added
to be complete
to get a form...
but again
they go
but again
no words just flow...
a news to break
just breaks you
they smile and leave...happy
you smile and stand ...hoping... ... ... ... ... ...
-Tushar
Friday, May 04, 2007
when u want to say so much ...
when words will not utter
when the feelings are all there
when the silence just suffer
when u lone crave for company
when the sight seems tougher
when moments are nostalgic
when present does not buffer
when all shared is not common
when u again feel to be stranger
Just move to the one
Just move with the love
Just the smile on the face
Just a hiccup but the pace
Just a normal generic chat
Just a warm hand on head
Just plan to shed the past
Just remember the went laugh
U will be fine
all will again shine
just a simple act
break the silence and react
same will be the world again
a new life with U no bargain
-Tushar
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Birthday afterall...
moving ahead on life road,
making years as those cherished milestones
Am again to create one more and planning for more
advent of life is past , but journey is on
but today is special as epoch back
gave me chance to move fast on the current track.
voyage has been a waterfall,
so I'll enjoy the flow
asIt's B'day afterall
-Tushar
Friday, April 27, 2007
drop..A...drop...
when it drops on the cheeks
its more than just words so meek
it is the drop of faith
it is the drop of love
it is the drop of trust
it is the drop ...
so let not make that drop
so that we will also not drop
the exists a drop in eyes
but there drop seems so wise
-Tushar
Thursday, April 26, 2007
random mind...
all feelings in words I can recite
have done it many times in past
sentences turning to story was fast
those were when I wanted to
create something to be looked to
some thoughts random as wave
few moments I cared to save
there was smile, there was light
there were tears , there was fight
some stories of friends I tried
with my art, added spice, they were fried
little of desired in tacit were framed
some sparks in eyes I always craved
all came out so fluently as rain
felt like new friends in life gain
all were mine, whether poetry or prose
they all shine, felt calm getting them close
but there was a frame a sequence in all
something felt something cared and recalled
but now sitting in silence just typing
stating vacuum mind's prototyping
just wanted to capture the zero state
to kill time and not to get frustrate
don't know how much I succussed
who cares ! got an answer to be processed
I always felt I could write
yes, I just wrote something not to recite
But I did , without the view
got a picture to preview
a story of random sleepy mind
a state which is closed, nothing to find
time to time to a state we travel
time just time, with nothing to unravel
-Tushar
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
A year...
A new voice
A molding clay
A new choice
The laughter of past
The road to future
The joys so fast
The memories to nurture
A new milestone
A new walk
Some diamonds some stones
Some gone talk
More years are gone
More enough to come
So many to wish now
So many more to come
Just a wish from my side
To make your smile more wide
The happiness whether large or small
Be yours from start to all
-Tushar
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Why ? ...
why sitting with you is no gain
why lonely office looks mine
why gathering feels rotten wine
why I don't crave to seek laughter
why the voice just is to shatter
why I feel I rolled down tears
why words just choke and fear
why I devoted and waited
why the smile have faded
why the world makes me shame
why my loneliness only tame
why the HCF was left is middle
why life seems an unsolved riddle
why I burden ur guilt and my act
why u silent, no words to react
why is U are here and U are not
why I want to hug but can not
-Tushar
Monday, April 16, 2007
Solitude...
Solitude is so lovely
it is the time for me
it is the time to see
to wander and look
to read my own book
a long silence talk
a cool yet warm walk
making the sky your limit
making the horizon to summit
moving at serene pace
moving to meet your face
taking steps to path you choose
taking out worries as no time to loose
the breeze so smooth to flow
the eyes just blink and glow
are no thoughts to share
are just hands to care
an odyssey in its way
an opera sung at bay
U see it all and none
U meet U the only one
Solitude is so lonely
Solitude is so lovely
-Tushar
Thursday, April 12, 2007
sometime I stop ...
wait and wonder
to be a person
I just ponder
then I fly
to farthest sky
breaking the limits
leaving the burden
and the sand
taking the smile
all in my hand
I find free
to be me
to be joy
not the very coy
light all over
mind so calm
no chain's pain
no soothing balm
just floating in air
with laughter's flair
a feeling so mine
as a twin
without a wine
I just love
I just smile
to meet the real I
as I always tried
I just sigh
with so much high
but this is sometimes
when I am me
this is sometimes
when I am free
sometime I stop
wait and wonder
to be a person
I just ponder
-Tushar
zindagi jee raha hoon do pehlu main ...
kabhie saath tere haqeqat main
kabhie saath tere khayaloo main
zindagi jee raha hoon yoon bekhaayli main
kabhie lamhoon ke rukne main
kabhie paloo ke bahne main
zindagi jee raha hoon anjaane main
kabhie pheghalte saanjh main
kabhie mahkte raag main
zindagi jee raha hoon is suroor main
kabhie chaand ki chaav main
Kabhie aanchal ke muskaan main
zindagi jee raha hoon do pehlu main
-Tushar
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Just...
Just a tiny leaf beauty
Just a small floating cloud
Just a cute bird chirping
Just a orange sun rising
Just a shooting star
Just a flute so far
Just a desert night-fall
Just a musical water fall
Just a moon blink
Just a child's wink
Just a mountain shade
Just a view so fade
Just a warming winter
Just a new as spring
Just a autumn devotion
Just a summer motion
Just a river turn
Just a tickling run
Just a holding hand
Just a friend
Just a little smile
Just a walk mile after mile
Just these small steps
Just these few moments
Just these unaccounted counts
Just these fleeting happiness
Just they make my day
Just they stand as LIFE
Just to live them all
Just to have you by my side
-Tushar
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
A parting time…
packing my bags for the Boeing
life was high, waiting for good-byes
on verge to fly, breathing the sighs
smile all over, hustle bustle here & there
hugs so warm friends so calm
trolleys moving like a train
bags like their passenger frame
so thrilled so excited so nervous so shy
for the ride which I always wanted to fly
counting the minutes to be second
leaving mine for fairy land
pushing the luggage to the GATE-2
with only dreams, parting the only few
tears roll down when I feel
can only meet them in reel
turn back I, for final good-bye
knowing, Is this for what I cry ?
moments now I will be gone
moments now I will be lone
in a large huge Boeing
just patting myself, saying let life going
moments now I will be gone
moments now I will be lone
-Tushar
