Unique

People always say that, " I am unique".
I know they just politely mean, 'we don't really understand you'.
Who cares ?
I too myself find uniqueness all around all the time.
-Tushar

I want to...

I am tired of my body
tired of my soul
I want to sleep
but no dreams of yours

I am tired of the talks
tired of the walks
I want to hold
but no thought of yours

I am tired of me
tired of the world
I want to love, all mine
but no condition of yours
-Tushar

tere liye

Tu khush hai wahan jahan hai tu,
Isse kuch to hota hai dil ka dard kam;
Kya yaad utna nahin aata mujhe ab tu,
Ya tere liye tujhe hi bhula baithe hum;
-Tushar

Is it so wrong...

Is it so wrong to feel,
Is it so bad to weep,
To say with water,
how broken you are,
To express how happy you were,
To just say how lonely you will be,
I don't want to hold past back,
but give me time to say final good-bye,
just little time to say this bye,
embraced in our smile...
-Tushar

Kuch khayal...

Aangdaaye le subhah ne yohi bas,
khawab ka parda hata haqueqat ka aaina dekh liya;
paya apna hi chehra phir aaj ek nayi jung ki tayari karta hua.
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Woh ja rahe hai nayi zindagi ke raaste,
kaash mud kar humse bhi pooche,
arre yaar tum bhi saath chalo...
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Tere jaane ko kaise kah do jaana
Tere na hone ko kaise kah do bhichadna
Tu nahin to kya hua
Teri in yaadoon ko bhala hum se kaun cheen payega
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-Tushar

प्यार की जुबां

कोई मुझे बताये प्यार की जुबां क्या है ?
जो ग़ालिब ने कहा या मिहिर ने लिखा
मुझ नादाँ शायर के लिए तो बस
मेरे यार के साथ की खामोशी ही कातिल है
-तुषार

एक रिश्ता था जो ...

एक रिश्ता था जो
पीछे छूटा है वो
कहाँ गई मंजीलें
खो गए रास्ते

एक सपना था जो
बुना मिलके था वो
छूटी बाहों की गली
मिली न कोई कलि

एक कहानी थी जो
चाहत से बुनी थी वो
लफ्ज़ का चेहरा नहीं
वादें खो गए यहीं

एक साथ था जो
हाथ थामता था वो
बाहें पास बुलाती है
अकेले अब घबराटी है

एक खुशी थी जो
पल पल हसाती थी वो
जागती रात है अब
सूने दिन है अब
-तुषार

From Son to Mother

You laugh with my laughter
You cry with my tear
You wait for my arrival
You sink with my fear
You walk with my steps
You feel the pain I bear
You sleep with my tiredness
You wake with my dreams so clear
You know the hunger of my stomach
You are satiated as I eat pear
You long for me when far
You are rejoiced when I come near
You hold me with your warmth
You always embrace, saying worries not for you dear
You are the soul I am the body
You are my MOTHER, I your son here
-Tushar

Intezaar...

kya khatam hoga yeh intezaar
tere aane ke baad?
phir aayega yeh hi intezaar
tere jaane ke baad!
kya jee payege phir is intezaar
ke saath...
tere chale jaane ke baad
tere hi intezaar ke saath
-Tushar

you sleep to be alone

To be lone in crowd of faces known,
to smile with tears heart sinking down,
To gather the broken you,
To crave that you are wanted,
before you sleep to be alone... (forever)
-Tushar

kuch pal tere saath aur bita lo to soocho

kuch pal tere saath aur bita lo to soocho
kal beechedge, aaj yahi beetha lo to soocho

tere sirhane ki malmal se haansi payi hai
baandh hootoon ki daastan bana lo to soocho

tere saath waqt hawa sa chalta hai
udti fiza ko apna bana lo to soocho

garm saansein ab bhi hai darmiyaan
sard aahoon ke dayre bana lo to sooscho

kuch pal tere saath aur bita lo to soocho
kal beechedge, aaj yahi beetha lo to soocho
-Tushar

for my sister...

A bond that just makes you think
Can there be love just without desire
Eyes speak about care with every wink
All I know we will always be there
To clap for all our achievements
To get smile when your eyes drop
May be we move distant physical apart
But this heart will be together
This immaculate, eternal, undemanding
Giving, caring, and sharing;
Defines a relation ALL ABOVE ALL
A root of un-selfish LOVE
A fact that we are
BROTHER and SISTER…
-Tushar

rook lo is chaand ke safar ko...

rook lo is chaand ke safar ko
baandh ke simtee saansoo main
ek nagma bana lo in lamhoo ko
tham jaye raat tere aagosh main
-Tushar

main tum aur tanhayee ka saath...

main tum aur tanhayee ka saath
khamosh chandni sulgate zazbaat
surkh hooth yeh gulab si baat
madhosh hum aur phighalte yeh raat
-Tushar

क्यों हुआ कब हुआ क्या ख़बर...

क्यों हुआ कब हुआ क्या ख़बर,
आखं खुली तू नहीं हम बेखबर,
सोचा उस ने कुछ भी नहीं मगर,
रह गए तनहा हुयी न सहर;

क्यों अचानक यह ख़बर आई,
गए तुम रह गया दिल दर्द तन्हाई,
एक खालीपन दूजा गम गहराई,
कैसे छूटे प्यार की परछाई;

तुम मुस्कुराते हो नयी जिन्दगीं में,
बैठे हम फिर भी झूटी आस में,
तोड़ गए सारे रिश्ते यूँ झटके में,
उलझे हम बिखरे वादों में;

एक फूल मेरे आगन का,
ले गया कोई सपना आखों का,
बैठी आखे हश्र दिल के चाहत का,
काला आकाश बिन तारओ का;
-तुषार

woh is baar chale gaye aise kahi...

woh is baar chale gaye aise kahi,
chotta peeche intezaar bhi nahin;
dil ko phir bhi yeh sabr hi sahi,
shayad mil jaye yuhi kabhie kahi;

din ka saath raat ka milna,
jaagti raat ab chaand ka jalna;
din khali hai aakh ka gahna,
moti se yaadoo ka bun-na;

bhara hai kamra beta samaan,
har deewar tasveero ka karvan;
haste chehre palkon ke darmiyaan,
soona ghar chala gaya dil ka mehmaan;

-Tushar

Shweta-Narayan wedding invitaion

Two lives and a story
Two names, a journey to glory
Two voices and a song
Two bodies, a lovely mate
Two destinies, a crowning fate
Two souls for the promise

By the blessing of the THOU, the time has come,
that we mark a bond of eternity
In the shower of glowing stars
With the blessing of ones and dear

Grace us with your presence as we,
Shweta and Narayan,
Start a new beginning of a life
Tying a knot for ageless time

-Tushar

First wish to Shweta-Narayan

Narayan ke kal-kal jal main,
khili jeevan moti sa Shweta;
bandhan atoot sapne anoop,
kehte dev, jag, phool har patta;

Narayan ghar aagan aayi main,
abhivadan chandni se karta;
man bhooje naye jeevan paheli,
apne saathi sang komal Shweta;

Meaning of
Narayan : abode of beings, flowing water of eternity
Shweta: White
-Tushar

…hai aaj

daayare kuch aise rukhsaat hue hai aaj
tum muskuraaye to jannat mile hai aaj

duniya ka dastoor kuch jaana hai aaj
mar ke khud zindagi jee rahe hai aaj

raang zamane ke dekhe hai aaj
ban ke aaina khade hai aaj

har sawal ke jawab dhoonde hai aaj
milke unse khud se mile hai aaj

khawab saare haqueqat se toote hai aaj
band aakh kar soone se darte hai aaj
-Tushar

B'day wish to Narayan : 17-12-2007

The wheel just turns to the point again,
over the period, I had some pain few gain;
standing on the day, of the very advent
to take more steps, to cherish what just went
its a journey each year of the wheel
living life as I want it to and feel
I have lot as a lot, my family and U my friend
and what I want more in prayer to send
Thank your GOD for a new turn
I will live as I am here, to love to learn

Happy B'day Narayan ...
-Tushar